when
Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008will I be ready to do what I desire
fix my heart
I’m fixing my mind
will I be ready to do what I desire
fix my heart
I’m fixing my mind
every minute
every day
all i can think of is you
i miss what we had
i want it so bad
never going to have it again
what did I do
now I can’t win
just me alone
is how I will be
the pain in my heart
it’s unbearable
i want to forget everything
so i can sleep again
everything unfufiled
no more desire
no more love
no more time
every day i cry for you
i can’t take the revenge
the lack of respect
you’re breaking me down
this messing around
set me free
its all a lie
too much more of this
and im scared i will die
do our actions matter
when we do nothing
are we not trying
do we not want
he sees it all
our words, our face
actions
speak
so
much
louder
than
words



Protein Pancakes
2 tablespoons Whey Protein Isolate
50grams Cottage Cheese
20 grams Rolled Oats
0.5 Banana
1 Tablespoons Self Raising Flour
Mix all in food processor until smooth. Add 2 Tablespoons water or however much to get to desired consistency.
Cook and enjoy…
271 cal
2g fat
25g carbs
3g fibre
37g protein
Makes 3 nice sized pancakes.

Today I made cupcakes for my sister-in-law’s engagement party (which was so sweet btw, they are such a gorgeous couple).


My parents and parents in law both have a few feijoa trees - which means I could easily aquire the 1.5kgs required for this jelly.

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man I love amazon.
2 new cookbooks for devouring :


I can’t wait to get home and get reading ![]()
So I got asked to make a cake for my boss at work. First they suggested a 3D Porsche, and after reading this, I decided that was a decidedly bad (read screw that no way in hell can I do that, ever) plan. So I set about making a Porsche crest from fondant and icing.

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