laurasaur

will I be ready to do what I desire
fix my heart
I’m fixing my mind

every minute
every day
all i can think of is you
i miss what we had
i want it so bad
never going to have it again

what did I do
now I can’t win
just me alone
is how I will be

the pain in my heart
it’s unbearable
i want to forget everything
so i can sleep again

everything unfufiled
no more desire
no more love
no more time
every day i cry for you

i can’t take the revenge
the lack of respect
you’re breaking me down
this messing around

set me free
its all a lie
too much more of this
and im scared i will die

do our actions matter

when we do nothing

are we not trying

do we not want

he sees it all

our words, our face

actions

speak

so

much

louder

than

words

• 420g of microwaved pumpkin, blended
• 375g can  Sweetened Condensed Milk
• 2 eggs
• 2 g ground cinnamon
• 1g ground ginger
• 2 g ground nutmeg
• 3 g salt
• Pie crust (I made my own)

1. Preheat oven to 220 degrees C (425 degrees F). Whisk everything together in medium bowl until smooth. Pour into crust. Bake 15 minutes.
2. Reduce oven temperature to 180 degrees C (350 degrees F) and continue baking 35 to 40 minutes or until knife inserted 1 inch from crust comes out clean. Cool. Garnish as desired. Store leftovers covered in refrigerator.

Protein Pancakes

2 tablespoons Whey Protein Isolate
50grams Cottage Cheese
20 grams Rolled Oats
0.5 Banana
1 Tablespoons Self Raising Flour

Mix all in food processor until smooth. Add 2 Tablespoons water or however much to get to desired consistency.
Cook and enjoy…

271 cal
2g fat
25g carbs
3g fibre
37g protein

Makes 3 nice sized pancakes.

Today I made cupcakes for my sister-in-law’s engagement party (which was so sweet btw, they are such a gorgeous couple).

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My parents and parents in law both have a few feijoa trees - which means I could easily aquire the 1.5kgs required for this jelly.

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man I love amazon.

2 new cookbooks for devouring :

I can’t wait to get home and get reading

So I got asked to make a cake for my boss at work. First they suggested a 3D Porsche, and after reading this, I decided that was a decidedly bad (read screw that no way in hell can I do that, ever) plan.  So I set about making a Porsche crest from fondant and icing.

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